Saturday, May 8, 2010


that's my good looking mama. we don't look anything alike, probably because she didn't give birth to me. minor detail in the grand scheme of things. she's my mom. she's amazing. she has loved me and cared for me more then i could have ever asked for. and i love her. i wouldn't want it any other way. i'm pretty freaking lucky, and so happy mother's day mom.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

one step closer

learning how to be ok
that tomorrow is a mystery
too hard to talk about
too soon to contemplate
except in quiet moments when i am alone
and dream
of future things i keep in my heart
as the months draw to ends
and then beginnings all over again,
but always towards a moment
a point
too far off
yet still closer tomorrow
and soon tomorrow will be today
and it will be one step closer
my breath will catch for a little bit longer
as i hold my questions
my fears
my dreams,
so for now i have today
and i have to live in today
if i'm ever going to make it out sane