not mine.

what does it mean to say forever?

to promise something that isn't yours.

on the backdrop of the past,

failures

triumphs

fears.

when this is all there is,

the etchings and the scars.

so why is a name impressed on each one?

honesty.

i need to learn the power of words and how to speak up for myself. i won't be caught in a cycle of abuse ever again. because i know i have worth and i will no longer let anyone take that truth from me.

honesty.

silence.

words.

new beginnings.

truth.

life.

good song.

Two Are One by Dri

Who's in your heart's

not always who's in your bed

You go looking for love

and find a lover there instead

So you hold them like you'd hold the hold the one you love

until it starts to feel like the two are one

Two are one

Who's in your bed's

not always who's in your heart

Some nights I'll pretend like I can't tell them apart

But then I sleep through the dark

with my eyes wide open

and my dreams lay our against the ceiling

and in every scene, it's you with me

and not this lover who lays beside me

like a rag team

in a movie

Who's in your heart's

not always who's in your bed

The night has a way of making you forget

that if the one you love's not the one you're loving

all our loving will amount to nothing

so I take off running and try to catch you

There's so many things I have to tell you

I wake up

and then I wake up